by Adria Mason Mon Oct 15, 2012 5:28 pm
"I suppose 'geeks' like me weren't very popular back then," Adria joked weakly, brushing aside Marianne's comment. She held onto her friend's hand tightly as well, oblivious to the brunette's intention or discomfort. The blonde was never good at figuring out feelings behind people's actions. "It was not so bad, compared to what they used to do to the other kids," she whispered. She had never talked to anyone about those days of hers; this was the first time. "And hey, I turned out fine, so really, it was no big deal," she shrugged and looked questioningly at the woman at her flushed expression.
"It is not nothing if affected you so badly," she stated with a firm nod of her head.
"But Marianne, if you like him so much, I think you should take a chance," she told quietly. It was not what she was thinking, but honestly, she was not sure how she felt about Nate. Sure, she liked him a lot, but was it something that would last? "Do not lie to me, you do not sound like you are going to be fine," she said and hugged the brunette tightly, before pulling away, but keeping her arms around her.
However, at the professor's next statement, she panicked just like she had when Nate himself had confessed that to her. "I know, he told me so," she whispered, not meeting her friend's eyes. "But I think it was probably just the spur of the moment or something for him to declare something like that."
Suddenly, the horrible memories of her break up came to mind, and she felt tears in her eyes. She was sure she could never love anyone else; Ryan had ruined that for her. And every time she had a crush on a man, it never lasted, simply because she was terrified.
"Please do not be upset Marianne," she pleaded softly, not wanting to think about her own freak out. "I can talk to him if you want, I'm sure he'd be willing to give you a chance and then, I'm sure it will work out."
She could not love Nate. It was impossible. Or could she really let go, before one of them got hurt?
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