Don't bother me && RUN FOR YOUR LIFE. [selena]

Not-So-Dearest Diary,
Heck. I know all of this sounds weird.
And kind of annoying. But I don't care now.
I just did something horrible.
Something I do not count in my dark side.
Something I did not intended to do.
I never knew I did such thing.
I NEVER KNEW I CAN DO SUCH A THING.
Is it really me? Or just plain magic I did not create?
Now. I got thrown out from Potions - not really my favorite class.
But still, the professor got mad because of my usual mood (in which that's my natural).
And removed house points all because of me.
And smashed my stuff. Then that's what happened.
I started a fire. Just a small one. Good thing that pathetic teacher of ours got a hold of it.
I'm a fire-starter. I noticed it because I am so furious back then.
I lost respect, and they did not understand me at all.
So that's why. And at the moment, I'm currently waiting for the results of the Highmaster.
Yes. I also got reported. Stupid.

Hell. I want to get out of here and be with father.
Or moreover, with the rest of my lost family.
But that surely is a different story.
And I don't want to talk about it. Of course.
Even if I will get transferred to a muggle school in Russia, then I'll take it.
But not here. I would never. This place is more stupid.
First lessons and something went wrong.
What else can I expect from now on?
I don't know what to do.

Not-So-Dearest Diary,
Friends and chances are just too rare isn't it?
Especially right here. Argh.
I have to count the days of survival here.
Another week of the unpleasant air.
And nothing changed. None at all.
Maybe I do have to get over being sick.
School is horrible. That's it.